ONE MAN ARMY (explicit version)

                       

Drunk By Myself

04:19
Bonez (aka DVS)

Lyrics

- VERSE -
Too many shots of the Captain, drunk by myself, and I'm trying not to think about you/
but it's too late, I'm in another mindstate, head spinning and I'm pissed cuz I'm here without you/
trying to keep calm, sweaty palms, veins popping out my arms thinking about the last time that I saw her/
I should've told her then that I know we're only friends, but I can't pretend to not want to take this farther/
we've known each other all this time, and I'm lieing when I say I'm doing fine cuz my mind keeps on suffering/
should I flip this friendship in an instant with a quick kiss, or just keep on wondering/
what if it doesn't work out? Or, what if it does? Or. what if I decide to just stop fuckin' with love/
I'm becoming obsessed, overstressed, cuz I can't just up & confess, better think of something because.../


- HOOK -
I'm drunk by myself, thinking "damn this can't be right" cuz it feels like/
you don't even know I exist, and I just keep throwing down cups of/
Hennesy, coconut Captain Mo's, Jack & Coke, knowing that it won't/
bring my soul no peace, but at least I can just sit here and get fucked up


- VERSE -
Too many sips of the Cognac, drunk by myself, still trying not to think about you/
eyes bloody red, can't barely feel my legs, head spinning, and I'm pissed cuz I'm still here without you/
I wonder if she knows the real deal about how I feel? Something about the way we make eye contact.../
but who am I kidding, this shit is probably forbidden, we're getting a little too close, better slide on back/
I gotta be honest with myself, I don't know what I hope to accomplish, maybe I'm just burned out/
too much thinking, and way too much drinking, I don't even got no room in my life for no girl now/
but I can't keep on pretending to be strong, feeling weak staring in my empty glass/
like nobody in the world is even giving a damn about this pitiful man like "Fuck Henry's ass!"/


- HOOK -
I'm drunk by myself, thinking "damn this can't be right" cuz it feels like/
you don't even know I exist, and I just keep throwing down cups of/
Hennesy, coconut Captain Mo's, Jack & Coke, knowing that it won't/
bring my soul no peace, but at least I can just sit here and get fucked up

- SKIT -
"you have two new voice messages, first voice message:
"Yo, this is yourself calling. You're probably drunk as shit by now, so I guess I gotta remind you NOT to call her. You're gonna sound like an idiot, you're gonna make things even worse...thank me for it later."
(click)


- VERSE -
Too many times I've been drunk, trying to sober up, before I start going nuts, cuz every time I see you/
I know you got a man, and I try to understand that I gotta keep the flirting on the low and just be cool/
but it gets harder everytime you tempt me so inderectly, and I'm starting to read the signs/
we must be a little bit more than friends so don't pretend you've never thought about being mine/
(cuz if I didn't know better) I'd swear that you want me as bad as I want you/
but I'm-a let that thought marinate, and wait until I'm straight, cuz now I ain't just stressed, I'm drunk too/
trying to keep from throwing up (up...up...up...), I want to let you know what's up (up...up...up...)/
and when the time is right, baby I just might, right now - I'm tryin' to find out who put this hole in my cup...!?!


- HOOK -
I'm drunk by myself, thinking "damn this can't be right" cuz it feels like/
you don't even know I exist, and I just keep throwing down cups of/
Hennesy, coconut Captain Mo's, Jack & Coke, knowing that it won't/
bring my soul no peace, but at least I can just sit here and get fucked up


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