From the recording One Man Army
Lyrics
VERSE
Too many shots of the Captain, drunk by myself,
and I'm trying not to think about you/
but it's too late,
I’m in another mindstate,
head spinning and I'm pissed cuz I'm here without you/
trying to keep calm,
sweaty palms,
veins popping out my arms
thinking about the last time that I saw her/
I should've told her then
that I know we're only friends,
but I can't pretend to not want to take this farther/
we've known each other all this time
and I'm lying
when I say I'm doing fine
cuz my mind
keeps on suffering/
should I flip this friendship
in an instant
with a quick kiss
or just keep on wondering/
what if it doesn't work out? Or, what if it does?
Or. what if I decide to just stop fuckin' with love/
I'm becoming obsessed,
overstressed, cuz I can't just
up & confess
…better think of something because.../
HOOK
I'm drunk by myself, thinking
"damn this can't be right" cuz it feels like/
you don't even know I exist,
and I just keep throwing down cups of/
Hennesy, coconut Captain Mo's,
Jack & Coke,
knowing that it won't/
bring my soul no peace,
but at least
I can just sit here and get fucked up
VERSE
Too many sips of the Cognac, drunk by myself,
still trying not to think about you/
eyes bloody red,
can't barely feel my legs,
head spinning, and I'm pissed cuz I'm still here without you/
I wonder if she knows the real deal
about how I feel?
Something about the way we make eye contact.../
but who am I kidding?
This shit is probably forbidden
we're getting a little too close, better slide on back/
I gotta be honest
with myself, I don't know what I hope to accomplish,
maybe I'm just
burned out/
too much thinking,
and way too much drinking,
I don't even got no room in my life for no girl now/
but I can't keep on
pretending to be strong,
feeling weak staring in my empty glass/
like nobody in the world is even giving a damn
about this pitiful man
like "Fuck Henry's ass!"/
HOOK
I'm drunk by myself, thinking
"damn this can't be right" cuz it feels like/
you don't even know I exist,
and I just keep throwing down cups of/
Hennesy, coconut Captain Mo's,
Jack & Coke,
knowing that it won't/
bring my soul no peace,
but at least
I can just sit here and get fucked up
VERSE
Too many times I've been drunk,
trying to sober up,
before I start going nuts,
cuz every time I see you/
I know you got a man,
and I try to understand
that I gotta keep the flirting on the low and just be cool/
but it gets harder everytime you tempt me
so inderectly,
and I'm starting to read the signs/
we must be a little bit more than friends
so don't pretend
you've never thought about being mine/
(cuz if I didn't know better)
I'd swear that you want me as bad as I want you/
but I'm-a let that thought marinate,
and wait until I'm straight,
cuz now I ain't just stressed, I'm drunk too/
trying to keep from throwing up,
I want to let you know what's up/
and when the time is right,
baby I just might,
right now - I'm tryin' to find
who put this hole in my cup/
HOOK
I'm drunk by myself, thinking
"damn this can't be right" cuz it feels like/
you don't even know I exist,
and I just keep throwing down cups of/
Hennesy, coconut Captain Mo's,
Jack & Coke,
knowing that it won't/
bring my soul no peace,
but at least
I can just sit here and get fucked up